Dear Future Husband,

     I'm not sure who you are, what you look like, or if you were lonely this Valentines Day. I don't know when I'll meet you or what will run through your mind the first time you see me. All I know is that you are out there. God told me so. I know I'm going to love you and be the best wife I can be!  I hope you always put God first because that's whats most important. I have my dream wedding planned out on Pintrest but I can wait to plan our perfect wedding with you! I cant wait to meet you! I cant wait to fall in love and look into your gorgeous eyes! I used to have dreams of how my life would be after I got married. Now, I don't really care who is in it or where I am just so long as I have God, my family and you! That's all I need! I know you will be my best friend and I will be able to talk to you about anything! I know you will probably break my heart more then once because you are just human, that's okay. Ill understand and ill love you through it. I have thought about being married to other guys but it never seems right. When I meet you I will know! It will be perfect! I cant wait to raise our children together and laugh at them and watch them grow and change! I guess it seems silly that I'm writing you this letter since I haven't even met you yet but I plan on letter you read it after we are married. I know ill look back and read this and thank God for sending me the perfect man. I know you will be perfect in my eyes. I cant wait for you to meet my family for the first time. I hope you get along with my dad, I'm sure he will love you! I cant wait for you to meet my mom! I hope she is like a mom to you. My brother will talk up a storm with you so I hope your ready for that too.. And I hope you have attitude and your quick on your feet for when you meet my crazy brother-in-law. He is a mess but you will love him, and my short big sister summer. She is crazy too! I cant wait to tell my best friends about you! Whoever you are I hope your having sweet dreams. I hope your happy and I hope you think about me as often as I think about you. I love you so much already! I hope you take your time getting here, not because I don't want to marry you, simply because I want you to be exactly who God made for me. And I hope this letter brings a smile to your face when you read it! Ill love you 1,000 times more by then.

        <3 Your future wife- Jessica leighann

Week 1

Day 1: Thursday, February 2012

  Yes it is a Thursday in February. Why am I starting my diet and exercises today? Well, why not? After all if you keep saying "I'm gonna start on Monday" you will never get anywhere. Monday rolls around and you have a Monday! you don't feel like doing anything especially exercise! You have a bad day and all you want is chocolate. So why not start while you feel motivated? Why didn't I start in January?? Its all about motivation, I knew I wanted to get in shape in year, I wanted to take this year and work on me. January just wasn't a very motivational month for me. I was wishing I could change things rather then actually trying. This month is different!

Breakfast:
All I had today was a bottle of water and a small pancake, just plain.

Exercise:
I went for about an hour run. Rested for about 5 minutes and tried again. My feet and legs hurt so I came inside. It is the first day,  Ill get better as I go.